With the year coming to a close...it's time for an assessment of my life U.U LOL
Well, it actually was probably the best year I've had so far in terms of self-work; I suppose this basically assesses my transition from student to "adult"/post-grad/independent life since that was the major event of 2009.
2009 -
A REVIEW IN TEXT achieved.—*graduated w/ flying fucking colours @ University of San Francisco: BA in English Literature & Criticism, Japanese minor, Classical Studies minor ♥, SII Adv. Cert.
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KILLED IT with my thesis & presentation @ the Capstone Conference
—*finally matched & surpassed 2 MAJOR university rivals @ Capstone Conference
—*earned incredible respect & support from internationally premier PhD's & experts of criticism & writing
—*traveled a little! : Seattle, New England (Rhode Island, Massachusetts, & Maine)
—*much closer to the physical self I desire
—*sososososososo in love & excited for the future ♥ !!!
—*finally met & made the group of friends I'd wanted
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*DIAMOND* gal-cir growing with much success & big plans
—*met a crackload of wonderful GALs & *DIAMONDS* ♥ ♥
—*liberated myself from obligation or guilt of the past (old friends & father)
—*stabilized at less than 115lbs.
—*ended up with the breed/kitten I've always wanted (all grey!—Russian Blue) by chance
—*sososososososo in love & excited for the future ♥ !!!
—*impressed my future family-in-law
—*committed to an incredible diet for more than 2 months
—*finally re-found creative expressive freedom to really explore in the coming year
—*smart decisions in last year of college came to much fruition in the aftermath
—*sososososososo in love & excited for the future ♥ !!!
—*obtained full-time, benefits & a promotion
—*99% financial independence
unachieved.—*application to graduate school/final decision on which MA degree to pursue
—*strong presence & support within my family
—*diet U_U
—*spent summer vacation traveling abroad/had a summer vacation
—*moved back to Los Angeles
—*explored other work options in PR
—*teaching English overseas/in Japan (good or bad?)
—*spent money more wisely/saved money
—*purification of guilt & conquest of terrible habits
Meh.
I give this year a grade of...... :
B ( HIGHLIGHT OF UNIVERSITY & 'PROFESSIONAL' ACCOMPLISHMENT****———> )but seriously, I'm not writing anymore...so what the fuck am I doing. no more mania,
no more brain-wracking megalomaniacal highs, only depression.
THERE IS A MANDATE OF NEW WORK & EXPERIENCES TO BE ACHIEVED IN 2010.T___T even if I'm old & unaccomplished.